Apocrypha are you just secretly jealous cause you didnt get any lovin from jess n l4mby?
Why would I be secretly jealous when I can have real, physical "lovin" from my actual girlfriend whenever I so chose, as opposed to textual lapdances and so forth?
But to avoid answering a question with a question only, the answer is no. Besides, no matter what I think/feel/etc, it is obviously going to carry on, thus making the entire subject usless to worry about because I can't change it, nor, after all this fuss, is it useful to even care.