I won't take offense at that, it's simply where we have a different opinion. I don't see myself as any of those things.
That's good, because I don't see you as any of that either. If I did, I would tell you upfront.
I have seen more anger in firm believers around me than I have in 'non-believers' that I have met, more arrogance, more pride, more stubbornness and derision in their texts.
This is a problem with a lot of people. There are any number of "holy rollers" that condemn people simply because they think differently. The bible's message is that God is not out to condemn people, but to save people from condemnation through forgiveness and sacrifice. This is lost, unfortunately, on many a believer and non-believer alike. The difference is the believer has no excuse for it.
I have many friends who are either unsure as what to choose yet, sure that they won't be ready to choose anywhere soon and some who are outright atheists, who are all loving and warm people. I can trust them, and they can trust me - we are close and open to eachother.
If it were easy, life would be short for all. People wonder about the meaning of life, but for me at least, the answer is simple. Life is the process through which you discover who you are, and choose what you will become. That takes, well, a lifetime. There are many good people who have not found God. God forbid that I would condemn such people. Indeed I wish
more people, believer and non-believer alike, were as you describe.
And yet, this is not enough: our feelings, our contemplations and our desires are just fraudulent, fake, superficial, 'worldly' and so on. We are foolish for not hopping on any particular bandwagon, we are worse than that:
Your actions define you, my friend, not the opinions of those around you, and nobody said your feelings or desires were false, only that there are many blind people in the world. We who do believe in a God ought to trust God to know the hearts of men, but "by their fruits" we do know how to react to people - this includes other believers. I look at the fruits of this modern generation, and I see some very, very bad things going on. We can't just turn a blind eye to the bad behavior of people in this world, and make excuses for it. Crime, war, apathy - all this goes on day after day, corrupt motives of people of all classes, from peasants to politicians causing suffering continually. That is what I was speaking of in my earlier rant. Included in this is hypocricy and apostacy among believers. We, as believers, should be
more compassionate and
more understanding than people who do not believe. We should hold ourselves to a higher standard, and indeed hold ourselves more accountable because, if we are saved as we believe, then we know right from wrong and it is our duty to behave better than those who are still in the process of discovering which way they wish to go. That we feel assured of our knowledge I do not see as arrogance either. To a believer, we should be
more sure of God, and less sure of ourselves, but our
acceptence of God we should always be sure of. I know you value uncertainty Tab, but as a believer, I value the certainty of God more than I value my own soul, for without God, my soul is meaningless and all the things I hope for and love, and the future I look toward every moment of every day of my life turns to ash and dust, and I am left a cold and barren creature. Doubt of God has no place in a believer's life. Doubt of
self is always there, as we are still imperfect creatures with sinful natures.
As far as trust, human nature is what is not to be trusted. Do you trust yourself to always do the right thing, and to be perfect, and never act selfishly or cause injury to another? How many people do things they regret later? Human history is written in suffering, oppression, and bloodshed. Yes, there is capacity to do good, but far too often man gives in to the temptation to do evil instead. A man should not think too highly of himself, nor be too sure of his intentions. If you never question yourself, you will surely think you are doing good when you are doing evil. How many people, who do evil to others, in the end think they are actually doing good? Still, we trust that God has written in our hearts what is good and what is evil, for we all know not to murder, or steal, or desire what belongs to others, or disrespect our elders, or dishonor our mate in secret with another. For if the unbeliever can say, "it is wrong to steal", and the believer says, "God says it is wrong to steal", then for both the law is the same, "thou shalt not steal", and we all know it to be wrong. Likewise if the unbeliever says "It is good to give to the poor, and show mercy", and the believer says, "God says we should give alms to the poor, for God has mercy on us", then we all know it to be good. In this way we can discern what is good and what is evil, for God writes it in the heart of the believer and unbeliever alike.
Acts of goodness, whether done in His name or not, are counted for God for all that is good is of God, while acts of cruelty, even those done in His name, are counted for the devil, for no evil comes of God, but is of the devil. It is not about "hopping on bandwagons" at all. It is about what kind of person you are, and what choices you make and why.
If I know already what I am seeking for, I have set off on the wrong foot. In this great world it is not my place (and to my opinion, nor that of any creature) to affirm and fix the voyage from the start.
Nobody knows, from the day they are born, or hatch, or however they enter the world, what they are seeking. They just know that they
are. This is part of the great mystery of life is that nobody can define your life's quest, it's yours and yours alone. We are all free to find our own path. If there is a God as we believe, and He desires you to be in His family more than you may desire not to be, then in some way at some time in your life He will make Himself known to you. I have faith in that because I have faith in Him. Otherwise we're all free to make our own way, whatever way that leads.[/color]